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1.
Holistic 03:12
Arrived on the scene, so unfamiliar to me A sense of clumsiness in a place I'd never been I found out it's so hard not to act like myself A sense of loneliness, a sense I need to shut my mouth Hey, it's okay. Let confusion melt away I watch the parting clouds. Is that the sun that's coming out? Ask me and I'd say that I survived another day "I got it figured out" Cause you came and you changed all my thoughts and beliefs Everything's connected It's no coincidence that you caught me red-handed I'm out of my element A curious specimen An empty sentiment, but I can't catch a break I don't know where you'll end up, but I hope it's somewhere you belong They say that nothing happens by chance these days, and I don't think they're wrong I don't know where I'll end up, but I hope it's somewhere I'll belong They say that everything's connected, yet I still feel so alone
2.
Can I stay awake long enough to get a look at your face? See if it's really changed that much since we last came So close, and ain't it strange to know someone else better than yourself? But I don't think it'll help I don't think it'll help, but what do I know about composure over my mental health? Fall back on familiar patterns and dangerous habits; a false sense of control I've gathered that you would rather have a wider range to roam So when you weigh your options and cross that body of aquamarine May you find your peace with the pieces we can't rebuild Rinse and repeat At first it seemed a fitting curse: retribution for the worst things that I'd done on this earth And when I fell, I fell back on verse It was the morning of with a mouthful of dirt Choke and brush it off, only making things worse The weight of my worth weighed so heavy on my shoulders Fall back
3.
I want to taste your neck, but the smell of your sweat sends a wave down Over my head now, and I can't relax And my heart gets a chill, like you're cooling me down But all this pressure is building a fracture I don't sleep so sound So I will cut my hair to the way that you like And probably scratch my scalp about a thousand times Or maybe wear a hat for the rest of my life, or at least until it grows into a style I think I'd like That'd be just fine Yeah that'd be just fine I want to taste relief, but the scent on the breeze is so sickly Like lavender and honey As if you know me I will take my time, a ship in a bottle It's a tough act to follow, but a harder pill to swallow But I don't want to choke No, I don't want to choke I can't control you But you can't console me So I bound all the pages and burnt the books The bricks caved in; the gold was meant for fools Heard whispers in the walls, don't believe in ghosts Just the lingering things I can't control
4.
Olive Branch 02:53
I awoke with fingers broken, face down in my garden As the smoke rose I felt my heart begin to harden Drowning in the whites of the margins, so a day spent in the red Results in tumultuous ocean waters like tsunamis in my head And I want to say that I'm sorry to my mom and to my dad Cause my art's not ripe for harvest, and I've been fucking things up bad Yeah my heart remains unguarded: a target for scuffs and dents So bury your head in the sand Swallow the salt and cough up the seeds I need to cultivate this land Cause I can't meet demands Bury my head in the sand so I never hear your voice again And I remember the warmth of your neck in my hands when I broke your olive branch I just can't settle on something permanent Sifting through soil to find the terminus Good for nothing invertebrate
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Gorse 03:23
Rinse with a drink, then repeat for every sin Cause when you fail someone you love, it always hurts more than you think Let the situation stagnate while you're staring at your feet And you're surprised that rock bottom could actually be this deep, and cold Let the chill set in your bones Cause you needed something that would make you feel new And I need someone to cut me loose Cause I'm hanging by a thread, by the strands in my head What can you do when it's all for the greater good? Is this cathartic, or would I not know what that means? Am I an artist? Is that just a thing I'll tell my kids? Are we all targets? Because if so, my aim is weak And I'm not afraid to hurt what I can't see, and it shows Yeah, I can feel it in my bones You need something I need someone You need something, and I need you

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released November 15, 2019

Recorded/Produced/Mixed by Collin Waldron and Matt Carlson t Steadfast Studios in Naugatuck, CT
Mastered by Briana Snider
Album art by Jess Ascone

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