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What's the Matter?

by No Lightning Today

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1.
Afraid 03:02
I hold my mistakes in the contours of my face Scarred and inflamed, I wear your shame like war paint What do you have to say? It won't change anything Don't know if I can suffer for your love anymore I won't be held responsible for this war, your war Never forget who you are Surely the world will not Maybe the black sheep of your herd, but I am not your son I fear who I am, I know you do too Was just as surprised to find my spirit burned blue I wanted your love, I thought it'd be real Fled to the nest but my wounds won't heal I speak my mind, romanticize your shadow on my life Lie through your teeth You can't take the heat, then get your feet out of the fire
2.
I'll 02:17
*It's time for you to look inward and begin asking yourself the big questions: Who are you, and what do you want? Understanding others... will help you become whole* A moment to rest Another failed test Held my emotions in my chest, and ember that burned How I was obsessed Slow fade out, felt like I might break down Be thrown to the earth I almost drowned Then I saw your back turn back around Hoped I could rectify my lies and still be free Pray that there's better parts of life to help remind me Grief and jasmine wreaths, you were right about me A stretch of road alone, just barns and burnt down homes If family's always first, I've thrown away the meaning A lesson that I learned only once I left the valley It was your love that braced me through the storm And after it all I forgive you for forgiving me of what I've done *Protection and power are overrated. I think you are wise to choose happiness and love. Sometimes life is like this dark tunnel; you can't always see the light at the end of the tu--*
3.
Redirect 01:48
4.
It 02:20
I searched around for signs but your light blinded my eyes As the morning broke I realized this was the way it felt before you died Filled in the gaps to find the answers lied Followed your path and hope we reunite just to hear you say I did it right Maybe make up for my wretched life

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In the summer of 2020, Johnny Manna and I were working on a Last Airbender concept EP based on Prince Zuko's relationships with his family and a dumb running joke around the quote "No lightning today? What's the matter? Afraid I'll redirect it?" It never became more than a few demos but I always really liked the songs and so we decided to put the demos out.

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released October 15, 2021

"Afraid," "I'll," and "It" music written by Luciano Ferrara
"Redirect" music written by Johnny Manna
Vocals and lyrics on all songs by both of us

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Luciano Ferrara and the Ensuing Disaster Albany, New York

Albany Folk Rock

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